August 30, 2018
Love letter to me from Psalm 73:23-28
Dear Christine,
You are continually with ME: I am holding you with MY right hand of power. I shall guide you with MY counsel, and afterward receive you, accept you, to MY glory. Who do you have in heaven but ME? And there is none upon earth that you should desire besides ME. I AM enough! Don't think of heaven as a place to see Jim or Benjie and others. Don't long for time with friends & family down here. Long for ME alone, Christine, more than anything.
Seek ME. Long for ME, love ME with all your heart and soul. Desire ME. Pursue ME. Respond to ME. Study ME. Surrender your heart to ME, open wide your heart to ME. Jim took you to a depth of love you had never felt before. Now that your heart is healed, let ME take you to a depth of love no one can ever take you to. It's a sacred place deep in MY heart. Let yourself dwell there. Abide there. For no matter who I allow in your life, there is a part of you they will never understand. But I do. And no one will continually walk with you in this life. Good-byes come. The fact is that in this life, it really is just you and ME, girl. Just US. And you know I AM enough. Let ME be your portion forever. Your flesh and your heart will fail you, but I AM the strength of your heart. I AM to be your emotional strength. I AM to be your portion forever.
They that are far from ME shall perish; I have destroyed all them that go a whoring from ME. Don't commit adultery on ME! But it is good for you to draw near to ME; you have put your trust in ME that you declare all MY work. Keep trusting ME, even when your heart and flesh fail. Fear not, little one, only believe. Believe ME!
Forever Yours,
The Lover of Your Soul,
Your Rescuer,
Your Healer,
Your Jesus
